Wonder what it would have been like
If things had just gone right.
If I had just taken chances
And played a different tune with my circumstances.
I know I messed up so many opportunities
To see life without these insecurities.
I wonder, had I beaten a different path
If I’d be free from this wrath
That consumes me at times
And sends me reeling inside.
Guess I’ll never know,
And that’s what tortures me so.
Lack of knowledge is a curse,
Which cannot be offset by anything worse.
These aspects I’ll never know
Circle around my mind like blowing snow,
Freezing me deep in my core,
Making life difficult forever more.
If only I could see
What those chances would have got me;
Maybe then I could finally have closure
To issues that see no exposure.
But I’m just venting after all
Because solving everything is impossible.
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